Sunday Nights

It is Sunday night and tomorrow I go back to work after a long weekend of anxiety ridden events. Thanksgiving and other holidays are harder on me than I would like but this time, it was worse. I had to deal with my little son being afraid of my mother's house, my mother's boyfriend leaving the house in a huff, my mom getting mad that I was upset. The list goes on. I have had some racing thoughts tonight. Nothing too bad just a bit peaking through to let me know that I have not conquered my anxiety for good. You know, I probably will always have it but have to have a better grip on things. Last night, we had to go to a party (50th wedding anniversary) and it was hard because I got us lost going there, note to self: read invitation or bring it with you!